Chinatown,Foodie town :D

Every tuesday is honey's day off at work. so basically that's also the time that we spent a lot together :) Which I love because we never run out of things to do every tueday :)

In fact, last tuesday we went to Binondo Manila which is just a ride away from home. From Divisoria we resist to take the jeepney for faster transportation, we walked instead. It was so much fun because we did window-shopped @ 168 too. haha!

Then there's this new mall an extendion of the 999 mall i think? its too classy and posh. It looks a lot like Ayala malls really, the thing is there's only a few stalls inside but we love the fact that there is Starbucks and that place seems to be so quiet. So starbucksish (the word?lol)

It was so thirsty that day, we make patol na the buko juice beside the mall haha. It looks clean tho and not to mention it's very delicious! Ugh, im craving, okay.

Stop over to Binondo church to kneel down and pray, as we went out the church honey mentioned the different feeling inside the church. He said that the church seems so serene and looks very holy. I agreed.

So we walk more til we finally reach Chinatown. How excited am I to look for a place where dimsum is served. We saw Eng Bee Tin and I just couldnt help myself!

Eng Bee Tin's Ube/Pastillas and Purple Yam Hopia. LOVE THIS!

Afterwards, the search continues. We stroll along the streets of Binondo til we find Ying Ying's Dimsum. I would love to try but the place is not so appetizing hihi so I said that we should walk more.

And so we reached this certain restaurant which I forgot the name, there were a lot of Patrons I must say! and there is no table for us na, then the lady said that there is actually more seats upstairs. So we tried to check that out. MORE SEATS :)  more comfy and appetizing tables :)

Cafe Mezzanine

 Go Kong. P150, It's a soup consisting of diff. kinds of meat, it's delicious

Their Special beef wanton noodles @ P150. It's super dami and mouthful!

The Fireman's Shake :)

Here are some of the pictures we've had @ Cafe Mezzanine. It's delicious and oh-so-cheap, it only cost us around 400 pesos for all the meals we had :)

Happy Customers! :)

Some people come in your life as blessings; others come in your life as lessons.

I was never wrong when i said on my earlier entry that i love him in every single day, be it bad or good.

Writing is my forever love, and writing about "us" is my favorite topic.

Just recently we spend some wonderful day together, ate and walk under the very hot summer sky of Binondo in search for some yummy dimsum :9

He is having a hard time walking for he have some kind of a bruise in his left foot but I never heard a complain, that's just one of his great traits ♡

And then while walking we came across someone he knew. It was a guy named Joel, his friend. Then he told me about Joel, that Joel has been a family man that recently had an affair with some girl and making his life all shattered, the only good thing was the man chose to be on the right path and stayed with his family instead.

I asked " Sino yung babae niya?"
He said "si Jade"

I remembered the name and gave my eyebrows a litlle bit of exercise as it rises on its maximum height. JADE. I can clearly remember her, she used to be a "friend", more than friend rather  to my boyfriend. She'd been the cause of our major arguement before, we almost broke up but like Joel he chose to stay with me.

Now I'm pissed! hahahaha

Kidding aside, i really wonder why I get angry every time we talked about the past. But later on I realized that it wouldn't affect us anymore and I should be thankful because I was blessed enough that after all the dillemas, the heartbreaks, the hard rocks that fate has wholeheartedly brought us, he stays with me, were together and we are HAPPY :)

I'm not afraid of heights, deep water, or love. I'm afraid of falling, drowning, and a broken heart.

Sabi sa movie ni Anne Hathaway and Jake Gyllenhaal :  "There's a lot i dont understand about life you meet thousands of people and met one person and your life has change"

Which is true, we do meet thousand, millions, billions of people. but only one makes an impact. I have been constantly happy with Michael, my boyfriend for three years and 5 months as i am writing this post. Syempre madaming down moments. Magkaiba kasi kame ng persona, tahimik siya and im extremely loud. Mature na siya mag isip, ako hindi pa. He dont have plans, i have lots. Opposite attracts daw, pero not all the time.

Before ako yung immature, ngayon i feel so mature. i have the feel that i am responsible to everything that has an impact to my life. My body, my family, my friends, my relationship as well. Feeling ko dapat LAHAT naka ayon sa plano. dapat LAHAT masusunod. and so the tables had turned, humihawalay na siya sa mga plano ko, masyadong napapabilis ung metabolism. ang layo na ng gap namen.

Next thing I knew, I was broken hearted.

I really dont know who's to blame if there is such. Gusto ko ng ganito, gusto ko ng ganyan. I want a straightforward future. A future well planned. I want him to be there, but were gazillion of miles away from each other's perspectives. how could that be?

I tried to save the relationship. Lots of times pa nga e. kasi alam ko na ako lang naman yung mag aayos, pag pinabayaan ko wala talagang mangyayari. It's never wrong to save a relationship, lalo na if it's for the better. what's wrong is if you're the only one who's trying to save the relationship. ang hirap nun. Pakiramdam ko tuloy mag isa lang ako. pakiramdam ko tuloy ako nalang yung may gusto.

Tapos mabubuo yung sawa factor. Magsasawa ka na kakasave. Magsaswa ka ng kakadrama. Magsaswa ka na kakapangaral sa kanya na kasi ganito ganyan blah blah. Magsasawa ka na sa lahat. But then again hindi mo magawang iwanan. napapaisip nga ako minsan eh, dahil ba sa tagal ng pagsasama kaya mahirap humiwalay kahit wala ng feelings? Fvck commitment if so.

Dont get me wrong that was just my thoughts. I do love him. I love him every single day na hindi niya ko itetext, i love him every single night na hindi siya mag gu-goodnight. I love him kahit paulit ulit akong magalit sa kanya. tinatanong mo siguro kung bakit? Kasi he has been the only one who changed me.

I was never like this, i was never caring to the people around me. I only love myself before. And God knows how afraid am I to commitments. Takot akong matali sa isang tao lang, para kasi sakin bata pa ko madami pa kong makikilala. Madami dapat. But God is so playful he chose to stick me to a person that is completely my opposite. He let me commit, and now I'm still clingy to this.

I became patient, I became careful and above all I became a better me.

So better that i can handle myself though my heart breaks at the sad thought that were actually drifting away from each other. I was moving forward and he is moving slowly backwards. Sometimes he I slows down so he can catch up. But it's not all the time that I have to be the one to make the adjustments.

The thing with relationships, ang hirap imaintain kasi sa pagtagal ng pagkakasama niyo mas lalo niya makikilala yung isat isa. I dont want to be a feminist here, pero totoo mas naiinlove kameng mga babae kapag tumatagal na yung relasyon and guys are the contrary. Sad reality.

I'm referring to GUYS. yes take note of the technicality, guys have far difference from MAN.
A real man would stick to the relationship, hindi lang sa simula, hindi lang sa gitna, kundi forever.

I'm a fraid of falling in love to the wrong guy.
I'm afraid of drowning in a pointless commitment.
I'm afraid of a broken heart that has not been saved.

Unspoken words.

walang nakakaalam sa totoong estado ng buhay naman sa bahay. Akala nila okay kame, hindi lang nila alam na gustong gustong gustong gusto ko na magdisappear, lumayas o mamatay. kahit ano dun, mawala lang sa mata nila.


Bakit ka nagdadrama sa araw araw? hindi mo ba naiisip na okay kame at ikaw ang nakakagulo? ang drama mo leche ka! kung ano anong iniiisip mo idadamay mo pa kame. Well sorry hindi ako nakakkuwi sa ganun.
GUSTO KONG MAGING BINGI KAHIT ISANG ARAW LANG. ayokong marinig yung mga salita mo, yung boses mong nakakairita, hindi mo lang alam kung gano ko kainis sayo! bakit ikaw pa?!


Alam naten na mali siya, OO! mali siya! pero hindi niya pinapalala! nakakainis, ikaw ang nagpapagulo pero hindi ko yun mapaliwanag kasi sarado ang utak mo. ikaw lang lage ang tama, ikaw lang kawawa dito. e tangina naman konting gising hindi lang ikaw ang nahihirapan.


Kung tutuusin nga walang mahihirapan kundi ka mag iinarte araw araw. nabwibwisit na ko ng sobra. hindi ko kinakaya. wala ka naman ginagawa dito sa bahay kung maka emote ka kala mo ikaw lahat gumagawa. ni hindi ka nga naglalaba, nagpapalaba ka lang tapos samen mo sisisi? e ikaw nga dapat gumagawa nun e! bwisit ako hindi sa simple at maliit na bagay kundi sa bakit ganito na tayo ngayon.


TANGINA LANG TALAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!


Seryoso, gusto ko munang mamatay kahit ngayon lang ayoko munang marinig ka nagsasawa na ko sa paulit ulit mong litanya. ikaw naman talaga may kagagawan e. kasalanan mo1 naiinis ako sayo! pero hindi ko masabi ayokong lumala ayokong sumabay sayo nirerespeto pa din kita kahit pano. kahit ganyan ka :(

hindi naman ako perfect na anak, alam ko yun pero hindi rin naman ako tanga. iaabsorb lahat ng arte mo sa bahay hindi lang ikaw yung nawalan tangina naman lahat naman kame nahihirapan. gusto mo ata pati kame dibdibin namen yun nangyayari. bwisit! 


Leche.


Hindi ba mas maganda mag isip ng positive> mas maganda na nagtatawanana? bakit panira ka ng moment? bakit panira ka ng good vibes? bakit? ano bang problema mo? ma? 

DON'T HATE, APPRECIATE.

this thank you note is what i wrote after the elections, no need to further explain, just read :*



"ang bobo ng CAS"
*facepalm tapos iyak....

ganyan ang eksena ko matapos malamang hindi si Boss ang nanlong presidente sa aming kolehiyo.

Ang pagtakbo sa council ay isa sa pinakamalaking hamon na tinggap ko sa buhay ko, not once, not twice but THRICE. oo tatlong beses, walang panalo.

I'm not sad nor mad of what happened kasi para sakin God has reasons.

Every february humaharap ako sa tao, naglalove love love para iboto, alam kong may hangarin ako, may kakayanan at gusto ko ng pagbabago. ang matalo ng isang beses ay masakit na, ano pa kaya yung tatlo? pero sa totoo lang hindi ko kinakahiya ang pagkatalo.

hindi naman porket natalo ka sa election incompetent ka na. may ibat ibang level ang isip ng tao. may ibat ibang dahilan sila ng pagboto.

DON'T HATE. APPRECIATE.

sabi ko nga kanina hindi ako galit sa nangyari :)

naapreciate ko ang bawat boto, nagpapasalamat ako sa lahat ng tao na nagtiwala at nagshade ng letter P sa posisyon ng vice president sa CAS.

naapreciate ko ang kalaban ko si Harry, isa siyang tunay na gentleman. napakabait niya at nagpapasalamat ako na siya ang nakalaban ko sa huling election na tinakbuhan ko. isa rin si harry sa dahilan kung bakit kampante ako na natalo ako sa posisyon bilang presidente, alam ko kasi na mabait si harry, maganda ang ugali niya.at isa sa katangian ng isang leader ay ang may respeto sa kapwa.

naapreciate ko ang tapang ni Boss. ang faith niya kay God. ang passion niya to serve at higit sa lahat ang kind and humble heart ni Boss. dahil sa kanya kaya ako umiyak kagabi, gusto ko siyang manalo, kahit hindi na ko (taraya parang teleserye ahaha) pero totoo, kasi alam ko na Boss is just perfect for the position.

naapreciate ko ang buong PAMANA. sila ang pamilya ko :') sa tatlong taon kong pagtakbo lagi silang nasa likod ko. sumusuporta at naniniwala sa kakayahan ko MAHAL NA MAHAL KO ANG PAMANA :) hindi ako magiging ganito kundi dahil sa kanila. sa PAMANA ko nalaman ang pasikot sikot ng buhay pulitika, sa pamana ko nalaman ang true definition ng pagkakaibigan at sa pamana ko naramdaman ang totoong saya ng pamilya :')

babawiin ko nalang ang hate statement na bobo ang CAS. una sa lahat hindi 100% ng population ang bumoto may 40% lang yata so wala ding kabuuan, maaring ang 60% ay wala lang pakialam, hindi rin naten alam kung samin pala ang 60% haha :D hindi bobo ang CAS, maaring bulag pero hindi bobo :)

ginawa ko lang naman ang post na to para magpasalamat sa inyo.
SAYO na nagcriticize sakin- thank you at natuto kong iaapreciate ang constructive criticism,

SAYO na bumoto sa kbilang partido- atlis naging parte ka ng eleksyon, desisyon mo yan susuportahan nalang kita.

SAYO na nanalong council, hindi na tayo magkakalaban dito. congratulations sayo, may position ka na, sana pagbutihin mo. at palagi mo sanang tandaan na ang pagiging leader ay nangangailangan din ng respeto hindi lang sa mga naniniwala sayo kundi pati sa mga kalaban mo.

SAYO na naniwala sakin at bumoto, pasensya na hindi tayo nakaabot. pero salamat pa di hindi naman kita bibiguin :)

SAYO na naniniwala pa din na ako dapat, mag move on nalang tayo at pumunta sa batallia royale! yeah :P

at SAYO na nagbabasa nito, maaring madagdagan ang haters ko o marealize mo na tapos na ang election time na ng pagpapasalamat sa Kanya. :) thank you.

tapos na ang election, time to move on for everything happens for a reason. love love love ♥

School shiznits. 02: Di madali ang MassCom tangina niyo.

Medyo ginaganahan akong dumaldal about sa school sa araw na ito. HAHA

Para sa maikling kwento, I'm a 3rd year broadcasting major dito sa Harvard. (lakas hahaha) Yes, mag oojt na ko sa summer. HINDI AKO EXCITED. Sa katunayan hindi ko pa inaasikaso yung requirements for OJT. Hindi ko alam, tinatamad ako.  Tinatamad ako kasi hindi ko na alam kung anong gusto ko,

Nung bata ako, gusto ko maging doctor, tapos lawyer, tapos nurse, tapos nag enroll ako ng MassCom, very related naman di ba?

Udyok to ng mga teacher ko nun e. Sinunod ko naman kasi gusto ko din naman yung mga gagawin. Totoo nga, minahal ko ang buhay MassCom, kaya kung sino mang magsasabing MassComportable sa bahay kameng mga MassCom. Fuck you po.

Hindi madali, Mahirap. Pero Walang Katumbas na Saya ang pagiging MassCom student. Hindi mo naman kakailanganin ng mathematical equations, scientific methods at kung ano pa man. Pure Creativity, Sipag, Tiyaga, Baon sa School, Kapal ng muka at Passion. ayan lang ang kailangan. Simple di ba?

Mahal ko ang course ko. Pero hindi ko pa din alam kung anong gusto ko.

Gusto ko maging director, scriptwriter at DJ. Pero hindi ko alam kung anong nangyayari sakin ngayon. Marami akong iniisip, akala nila tinatamad ako pero tinatamad talaga ako. hahahaha kidding aside, hindi ko pa talaga alam saan ang punta ko.

iniisip ko na kasi ang natitira kong 1 year sa school, papasa kaya ako sa thesis? maganda kaya yung mapipili kong elective? Malilista ba ko sa list of graduates? Maganda kaya kalalabasan ng creative shot ko?

Bwiset.

School shiznits.

recently i turned 18, young, wild and LEGAL. i am so thirsty before to reach this age, kasi it feels so cool. magiging legal ka na sa mga bagay bagay. Yosi, inom and endless gimmicks. Life right?  Pwede ka na nga din mag asawa e. loljk

I may be excited. But it's more like i will miss a lot of things, my childhood in particular. my teenage days.

Usapang school muna, punyeta dati kumakamot na ulo ko sa dibayded by term ng division. eh ngayon pati letters included na sa mathematical equation. A=bx + 12, shit di ba? ang sakit lang sa ulo, lalo na sakin na ayaw ng math kaya nga ako nag masscom e? hihi.

Sa science naman yung living things dati keri lang sakin, e pucha ngayon pati chemical components ng uod aalamin mo e. Pakshet lang. Pakshet lang talaga.

O sige usapang GMRC, Religion, Christian Living. nung bata ako takot na takot akong magmura, gumawa ng masama, and all that shit. ngayon? tangina lang kahit professors mo sa ganyang subject nagmumura e. pano mo seseryosohin?:)

Napakadaling pumasa sa elementary, bigyan lang ng mami mo ng ulam si teacher sureball ka ng may spot sa top 10. sa highschool madali lang din pumasa, kopya kopya lang tamad naman kasi magcheck sila ma'am at sir. mas gusto pa nilang magchikahan. Pero ibahin nio yung usapan sa college..

Sa college, may sarili kang buhay. Pumasok ka kung gusto mo, kung ayaw mo naman wala silang paki. Ikaw ang may hawak ng oras mo. Piliin mo yung mga subjects na gusto mo, kung gusto mo nung Tanduayice101 ok lang, o kung gusto mo ng MarlboroLight56N ook lang din. Pero walang sisihin kung mapag iiwanan ka. Sa college kasi tinuturuan tayong maging Professionals, desisyon mo na kung kakaririn mo.

Ang nakakainis lang dito, hindi na tayo elementary at highschool. Wala na dapat libro! Joke :P

naniniwala kasi ako na hindi mo matututunan sa 4 na sulok ng classroom na may aircon na bulok ang lahat ng kailangan mong baunin kapag natapos mo na ang college. So why limit your learnings in a hardbound, boring, small fonts and typo errored books? dont get me wrong. bookworm ako. kung gano ko kamahal ang Paris, sumunod na dun ang libro. Ang sakin lang, Kung gagamit din naman ng libro para sa isang subject, wag naman abusuhin. wag naman iasa sa author ang ituturo mo, wag naman maging redundant, nababasa na nga ng mga studyante sa libro ee, irerecite nio pa. sir/ma''am anong peg? Parrot? >:)

Obserbasyon ko lang to bilang isang studyante. hindi naman siguro masama di ba? constructive criticism kumbaga :) kasi mas okay sa allright naman talaga kung based on your own experiences naten nirerelate ang mga tinuturo naten sa mga estudyante. Konting consideration, mahal mahal ng binabayad nila e. penge naman ng worth it learnings :)

kaya ako love ko ang Practitioners na professors <3 may favoritism? ahaha