Happy (Sad) Birthday Daisy!

I have 3 nipples.

Hahaha Kidding. what a way to start this entry right? Credits to TMR Book 2 :P

This, by far is one of the most memorable birthday ever.

The real date of my birthday is December 31. But I guess it's of my traditions to celebrate it from the 26th to the 31st. Haha (It pays to have lots of friends lol)

On the 26, I spent it with my family in Bulacan.

On the 27th I went out shopping with my man.

On the 28th, Rest day. Haha

On the 29th I went to the Missionaries of Charity again to keep up and bring them some goodies (Birthday ritual)

On the 30th it was a undecided gala with 3 of my favorite people in the universe. Jayson (Badudz), Rhenz, and Ryan Jay (Butz). Actually I had planned this all along with Arjhay but the bitch is not replying on the day itself so I guess it was safe to call it quits but then again, Badudz texted me insisting we go out. So we did :D (yey!) It's been what? 3 or 4 years since we haven't seen each other. Maybe occasionally  but not so long to call it gala just frequent hi's and hello's. And so he fetched me at home then we fetched Rhenz and then we rode on a bus en route to Trinoma. The original plan is to watch a movie while waiting for Butz. But the line is so frustrating so we end up playing monopoly deal @ Starbucks Sky Garden, and after 489 years Butz appeared and we talked, walked, laughed, ate Jolly Spaghetti, talked and happily went home. Actually, these guys accompany me home and you cant just guess my mom's happiness upon seeing them again. :)

Butz, Rhenz, Badudz and Me :)

After all the happiness they had brought me for the day, In the end I still feel so miserable. I hate to spoil everything in my blog and just want to keep that as a memory because everything that happened is so frustrating.

So it was December 31st. My exact nineteenth birthday. I opened my Facebook account and found 200+ greetings from real life friends to acquaintances to almost everyone. But then again the overwhelming greetings are not enough. I refuse to get out of my room until lunch time. Frankly dont want to celebrate my birthday and even New Year per se. There's just too much hatred and sadness in my heart to the core of my body. Exaggerated? Ikr? haha But honestly, There's an instance that I said to myself that this is my worst birthday ever. (tears)

And then these girls texted me that they are coming over. And I know them my whole life so I also knew that no IFS or BUTS can stop them from coming. So I washed up, help a little at the kitchen, checked my phone and cried. Reason why? Its a secret ;)

Bestest best friends ever :)

 So these girls came in and I being an eccedenteciast have to fake some smiles. But eventually they know me so well so I spill to them the story of my sadness for the day. They're comforting, understanding, and ever so funny. I even guessed that they brought along some luck because at the middle of our chit chats, there he was. My wish, it came true :) And the rest is history. :))

By the way it was indeed the first time that my girlfriends met my 4-year boyfriend Michael. <3 So there's no stopping a photo op. Teehee! :)

My loves :)

So to generalize, it was a roller coaster ride of emotions for my nineteenth birthday. Happy New Year everyone! :)

High School friends are forever :)

October 24th.

I hate to go to school and claim my class card because I knew (expect somehow) what's waiting for me. A flunking  grade of 3.00 for Chemistry. I blogged a lot about my frustrations in the said subject before so no need to expand it cause it will just bring back the feelings. LOL I received a 2.75 for the effort by the way :P

But then again happiness is a choice so I just said to myself that whatever my grades will be I'm gonna eat it off with five of my favorite persons in the whole world. My high school friends.

We decided to meet in SM Manila, walking distance to my school and Lindcy's too. We planned to meet @ 2:00pm but due to human nature, we were complete by 4:00 pm. haha lol. I was the last one to arrive as always. haha

Off we went to the main event of the day which is to eat. We went to Zark's in Vito Cruz. Ryan wanted to try it so I demanded a free meal first before accompanying him there. haha Clever bitch, yes. haha I ordered the Zarks Ultimate burger and man it really is ultimate.

ultimate burger


I had an empty stomach before going to Zarks, but the mere sight of the ultimate burger made me ultimately full Honestly I had a hard time finishing it. haha

Rhenz, Arjhay and Butz

I think this is the Shaq burger that Arjhay ordered.

 Arjhay has the fullest tummy of all haha. He ate Lindcy's burger too for Lindcy cannot take the calories anymore. lol

Dahil sa picture na ito, antagal niya pumili ng oorderin haha

haggard me with my Ultimate burger courtesy of Butz. haha 

Butz, I really dont know what you're feeling but eat that burger.

the boys

lindcy moi

rolando. lol arjhay

There is so much fun in Zarks. Butz havent changed he still enjoys being the laughing stock. ahaha. Goofed with them while eating and then we decided to go to MOA. Ah, high school days. haha

The first thing we did is to play @ Timezone.  Arjhay being the richest kid that day haha paid for the credits.

The picture above is one of the funniest. haha Butz is not really playing so its really a wonder why he acts so. haha Mind you he's all by his self that time. lol

with moi

with my two loved boys in the world

Stroll, stroll and more stroll in MOA. nalibot na nga namen eh. haha Nakakapgod so Arjhay again being the richest kid that day haha treated us in Juice Avenue.

I ordered Divisoria :)

At Juice Avenue we reminisce high school moments, funny, sad, and awkward moments. hahaha
Si Arjhay kasi brinought up na me and Rhenz used to be you know what. haha Pero dedma, very past na yun. haha We are good friends :)

And look at what we've found, a photobomber lol 

To sum it up, it was a fun day. So much for a day, yes but its all worth it. We planned on meeting again soon and more frequent. Ah, these guys is just so lovable <3

Isang walang kwentang entry

Wala akong ibang gustong gawin kundi umiyak, wag umimik, at kumain ng ice cream.

Napaisip ako, sobrang weirdo ko pala. Kahit anong ingay ko, kapag tinoyo ako ayokong kumakausap ng kahit na sino. Naiinis ako sa bawat tao. Hindi ko maexplain, parang tanga lang kasi yung ganung ugali ko.

Umuwi ako kagabi na hindi nakakaipag usap sa kahit na sino. Umupo sa sahig ng kwarto at hinayaang umagos ang luha na sumira sa eyeliner ko. oo ganun kadrama yung eksena. Gustong gusto kong umiiyak. dun ko lang nalalabas lahat ng nararamdaman ko. ang sarap ng pakiramdam pagkatapos ng iyak, parang relieved kahit papano.

Kelan ba ko huling umiyak bukod so kagabi? Ah... nung isang linggo lang halos. nung buryong buryo ako sa nangyayari. Gusto ko na talaga umayaw. Masyado na rin kasi akong napupuno. Pero sabi nila Think positive. Kapag naiisip ko yung positive, mas mahirap mag let go.

Kelan ba ko huling umiyak ng grabe bukod sa kagabi? Ah... nung isang buwan yata. Nung lumayas yung daddy ko sa bahay. Iyak ng inis, ng acceptance at ng galit yun. Iniwan niya kame eh, tangina. All these time, kala ko masaya family namen. Akala ko lang pala. Parang gusto ko nun manabunot ng babae na umagaw ng masayang family. Parang gusto ko siya iuntog sa bawat poste ng post office.

Kelan ba ko huling umiyak ng grabe bukod sa kagabi pero tears of joy? Ah... nung nakaraang taon. Debut ko yun. Hindi ako nagparty. Ayoko. Pumunta ko sa isang home for the aged. Pinakain ko yung mga lolo't lola. Binigyan sila ng konting regalo, nakipagkwentuha, at madami akong natutunan. Naiyak ako nun kasi inabutan ako ng lolo ng rosary sabi niya gabayan daw sana ako nun lagi.

Lagi ko ngang dala yun. Kahit san ako pumunta hindi ko iniiwan. Feeling ko kasi safe ako kapag dala ko yun.

Kelan ba ko umiyak ng grabe? Kagabi yun. Ang sakit kasi. Sobra.