h a p p y : better said than done.

I refuse to write blogposts that tackles issues of our government, it's not that I don't give a damn, it's just that there are too many bullshits in their agendas and I am too tired of listening. Convict or not, we are hopeless.

Let me just scribble some good old stuffs that's visiting my half-filled brain these past few days.

It's not as important as the CJ Corona impeachment everyine is talking about, not as famous as the Jessica Sanchez fandom, not as sensationalized as the everyday local news. What I want to write is something about LIFE.

Just recently, I took a break off from the city life that I have been facing every single day of my 18 years of existence. It's a 3-day vacation to the city of Batangas. I'm a very internet-dependent person. Believe me man, it's like oxygen. I cannot go on a day without checking my social accounts, but for some change I decided to leave my laptop in Manila so as not to be tempted to use the internet during my vacation.  I had total and clean fun with my friends, It's the kind of life I'm looking for. No pressure, No work, No pollution, Simple living. Serenity at it's finest.

I realized then that it's not expensive to be happy. Happiness is not made through the gadgets we have, the civilization we embraced, the social status we have to maintain. Happiness is being contented. Happiness is being with the people you can be yourself around. Happiness is not that hard to achieve. It does not require anything. It's a choice.

It's sometimes unfair because when I chose to be happy God will bash me with unending dilemma that I have to face, sometimes alone sometimes not. I wanted to quit sometimes, I wanted to be agnostic. But I realized that if I will, nothing will change it will just make things worst.

I have friends, a boyfriend, a shit full of member family what more can I ask for? Jesus Christ, I want serenity. I want complete snob to negativity. I want to raise my middle finger to the complexities of life. I want peace, silence. at the end of the day it's a conclusion brothers and sisters:

i just want to be happy.

Totally Femme.

So yea, I wore this one aftenoon for my OJT. It's just by accident, because I do not have any available clothes to wear, all were in the laundry! haha

The red skirt, is clled a bandage skirt It's garterized and can fit any body frame. Plus it's sexy! I'm loving it. I bought it in divi for 100 pesos only. And i do hope to buy more colors.

The inside top was actually a cropped top i bought on a thrift store that cost me only 20 pesos! haha lucky find indeed.

The blazer. its a floral blazer which i also bought in a thrift store in Avenida. I bought it for 50 peos only! and i am so happy because it's just so pretty and just too affordable. I really recommend you buy at a thrift store, because those places are the harem of fashionable clothes, I tell you. hihi

The mustard flats, was my sister's. haha! I stole in in her closet :P dunno where she bought it :)

The necklace was mom's :)

And the Ctrl; Z rings, i like to call them my Undo Rings, is a DIY. I made it myself using toe rings, glue gun and keyboards from my old laptop :) cute right? hihi


We'll be posting more looks on the following days. Dressing up is love <3

Lookbook :*

Just recently i had the chance to update my Lookbook.nu profile. It's a site where in you could post your looks/ dress/ clothes and users will hype/fan/ and comment on your looks. I was having fun at lookbook because ILOVE DRESSING UP and whenever someone hype my looks, I feel appreciated. Since I am being fantard ove rlookbook nowadays, i'll bring over that fandom here on my blog. I will be posting my looks here. yey! haha, Wala lang, it's nice to have an archive ;)

Working out, Sweating out.

These past few days I started hitting the gym. it was fun and I'm actually loving it.

Needless to say, I really need to lose extra pounds because I've been a sweet-toothed-couch-potato in the past years and there's a need for me to lose those extra inches on my waistline.

My boyfriend accompanies and instructs me everything about the gym, how to use the equipments, how many times should I do this, and that. Yes, Im a little conscious 'bout it but I realized that at least there's someone to help and someone so patient though I am a very badass student (grins)

It's a sacrifice waking up 6 in the morning and no excuses had to be done. I have to rush in the restroom to take a COLD bath then eat a little rice and meal and voila! off to the gym.

To get to the gym, we could ride the tryc but we refuse tho- the long walks serves as warm ups. 

My first day was good, i had fun in the threadmill, still shy though cause majority of people in there are my opposite sex. 

My second day was "whatever". We have legs program and gosh, it fucking hurts! I've complained  about it for 3 days matter of factly.

Third, Fourth and so on days, getting used to it :) loving the equipments and i am also watching over my diet which is REALLY REALLY REALLY HARD!!! LMAO

But some says that i am actually improving :) and i love it when they say that hihi, makes me more motivated. 

I also am in love the fact that we live more healthy now, (though he still cant resist the urge to buy me sweets whenever I begged of him haha!)

Here's the latest figure I'm into. LOL, I'll post the full before and after, after achieving my desired body (winks)

It's a little blur, but fvck? who cares? LOL :))

Assessment on Independence, really?

On my own now as I step closer and closer to the real world.

I just received a text message from our OJT manager that I have a TWTH schedule. meaning i will only have to go to the office every tuesday, Wednesday and thursday. Good 3 days right?

And then my good friend Stof called, saying she was given an MWF schedule.

I was shocked.

I really had thought that we'll be together during the whole course of OJT but I guess were wrong.
Now I'm having a hard time to figure out how will I survive tuesdays and thursdays on my own?

I dont have problems wwhen it comes to independence i mean , I love being independent it's a cool word for e, but i cannot hide the fact that I am actually scared. haha It's always nice to have a companion.

Now what? no lookbook moments, No Mcdonals moments and going home together. Waa!

But I believe there's nothing more than that to be sad about, I mean there is more to come, who knows I will have new friends there, that kind of stuffs?

Wish me luck this OJT! O-M!

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Why you 'no' know customer service??????????

Disclaimer: I love my school. I love the ambiance it brings to me everyday, the vintage feel inside it, the quality education they offer, the comfortable rooms, the competent professors (well some). I love everything about it except some of the employees.

Lady with the swollen tummy.

Why you making power trip? You think you own the school right? err Bitch please, I have been arguing with her since the world begin. she never fails to give me a ruined afternoon eveytime I beg for my permit. Which I dont have to beg right? since it's my own. I paid for it. But this lady here makes us students feel that she's so superior and all. I remember a time when I was about to take my 4:00 exams, I come by her window 10 minutes before 4 because I know it wouldnt take a minute to get the permit. But upon seeing me approach her way this lady eventually left her window and told me to wait bacuse she'll be going to the comfort room daw. so i waited hoping that she will be considerate this time.

5 minutes..

10 minutes..

30 FUCKING MINUTES!!!!!!

Its 4:30 and I am so damn late for the exam. I wonder what took her long! I beg for the other lady to just give me my permit but she refused and insisted I wait for the swollen tummy lady.

There she walks beautifully SLOWLY in the parking lot. She seems angry pa nga eh, cause the other lady told her that I was in a rush.

Upon sitting on her throne she told me this:

"Hindi ka ba makapag hintay? late ka na pupunta dito tas magamamadali ka pa?! susunod agahan mo!"

Mr. Maintenance.

Production has always been my favorite subject. I dont have any particular angst against Mr. Maintanance its just that at the time we were having production 9/10% he'll be joining in the stress. telling us that were WRONG, we could break anything blah blah. to the point that you just dont want to use the equipment.

But I understand him. the cameras, mic, lights and all in the school are well preserved! kudos!

Prof. Whatever

I would like to apologize for the language but this one is the most hateful person I have met. I was working hard for all my grades particularly this semester BUT this one is just making hula in our grades. If not, he's taking it personally I guess.

I mean i've been noisy YES, but I always recite, comply with the projects, seldom goes late, listens and studies notes, and passed quizzes so I cannot accept the fact that I got 3.00 on midterms and 2.75 on finals which makes me dissapointed for I wasnt able to join the Dean's List because of HIM.

I would like to question it really but I dont want anymore arguements. this whole thing is making me feel bad. Feels like all hardships and sleepless nights are not worth it.

Im not mad at him for giving me low grades, I am mad at the fact that he didn't even teach me well. He did not clearly told us the difference of this and that and bullshit.

Oh well, God Bless.